It has been over a week now that I have not fed you. Initially you will cry each time you asked for Nen Nen cip cip (sleep sleep). Then I'll hug you with you lying on me till you sleep. You still have difficulty falling asleep now when you were one of the easiest previously. You still asked for Nen Nen. Ader side (other side) occasionally but now you know that there won't be any and sometimes say No Nen Nen.
I really miss it too. But at least I had a good 26 months with you.