I feel like I've lost my sweet baby girl. People always say that it's tough to parent a teen. I have been pretty rebellious myself so I know how tough I was to my parents. I thought that with God's help (which my parents didn't have while I was growing up) and with the foundation we have given her, things would be a teeny weeny bit better. Doesn't seem so at this point in time. Feels like we are in such a deep dark hole. She's on full force rebellion mode and not seem to want to stop anytime soon and I'm not prepared to step down too.
I lost my trust in her and I guess it applies the other way round as well. I'm also, just, lost. And so is she.
Only You can help now, God. Help us, God. Mend the bridge that has been burnt. Remove the wedge between us. Bind us together again with Your gracious, amazing, unconditional love. I love my baby girl and it hurts so much to be in this place right now seeing how things are between us, and what's happening to her. Help me, Lord.
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