Monday, August 28, 2023

Year 14 - Distance between you and us

I used to mean the world to you. Now, I'm probably just your chauffeur and chef and laundromat. Your world and your friends are of utmost importance now - what they think of you, how they feel, what they do. I don't recall you asking any of your family members how our day was or what we have been doing or how we feel on most days. And when we attempt to talk to you with that small window of time that you are actually available, you are always tired or hiding in your room or with the phone. But you on the  other hand says we you don't want to talk as you feel judged. Everything I say or do seems to be wrong in your opinion. I don't even know if I should say or do anything now. When we spend time with your brothers instead, you think that we favour them when you are not even availing yourself for us to spend time with but instead distancing yourself further ans further in the world of your friends and phone. Life has definitely been challenging for us. The pain that you have caused. I can only commit all these to God as I am just too lost to handle it on my own. Praying that you will wake up one day and just realised whom you should place your trust on and how much you are loved instead. 

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